Chris Brown is obviously dealing with his inner demons, and in doing so, he's taking a deeper look at the man in the mirror. Taking to Instagram, the Grammy winner put himself on blast by revealing all his flaws to the world. He talks about swimming in his own karma, being "jealous and angry and controlling" as well as "being a dog sometimes."
"I'm Konfuzed, I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes," Brown wrote on Instagram. "I can't speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. He's given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality."
He continued: "The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I've made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it's like to be a young black "n*gga" in America. I always see the good in people even when they don't see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what's inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY! Sincerely, Konfuzed"
The open letter comes on the heels of an incident in Las Vegas over the Memorial Day holiday weekend where Brown and his cronies attacked model Tyson Beckford on social media for taking a picture with his ex-girlfriend Karrueche Tran. Brown later apologized for the incident, saying he was "in his feelings," but that's before the world consumed the gossip, sending another blow to his character.
His ex-girlfriend Karrueche also did a radio interview with "Big Boy's Morning Show" on Real 92.3 following the incident, insisting she's "100 percent single" and that she tries her best never to run into Brown. In the aftermath of the split, Karrueche says she's constantly reminded of her Ex because of social media and radio, adding that she just "have to block it out."
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